And you know how it feels...

Friday, December 19th, 2003

Subject:	.she can only fool herself for so long
Time:	11:44 am.
Mood:	cold.
Music:	Carousel (Demo) // Linkin Park.

Yeah, so uh... rather than give a lengthy speech about clearing out my friends list that will make me sound just and noble, I've decided on a different course of action.

I'm switching journals again. Leave a comment saying you want to be added to that journal's friends list, but don't bother if you honestly don't care anymore.

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Tuesday, December 16th, 2003

Time:	12:49 pm.
Mood:	chipper.
Music:	Some rap on the computer behind mine.

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My LiveJournal 12 Days
My True Love gave to me...
12 cities_of_ashess a-chewing.
11 conzies a-dancing.
10 craziechicks a-giggling.
9 derakhian_roses a-falling.
8 devourdarknesss a-massaging.
7 kineass a-swallowing.
6 magickitty28s a-swimming.
5 tan pixie_sk8er11s.
4 smooching taraoct8s.
3 Burmese whitetears.
2 mule xxannaxxs.
And a yourmothersgirl in a peach tree.
Get gifts! Username:
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LMAO.

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Saturday, December 13th, 2003

Subject:	.i feel my body's lost control
Time:	5:08 pm.
Mood:	determined.
Music:	I Changed My Name // Sugarcult.

Let's see... if I save up all the money I receive from now until May, I'll have just enough money to convince my dad that I really really wanna go visit the Texas crew during June or July.

I can save every penny, can't I? >.

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Thursday, December 11th, 2003

Subject:	.she fixes her lips they always look perfect
Time:	9:47 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	Remember to Breathe // Dashboard Confessional.

Yeah, I'm a complete follower.

Post something, anything, anonymously. Could be a random fact, a story, what you're feeling, what you think of me, whatever.

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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003

Subject:	.bid my blood to run
Time:	9:37 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	Bring Me To Life (Live at the 2003 Billboards) / Evanescence.

Two blondes walk into a bar.

...You'd think one of them woulda seen it.

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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003

Subject:	.diddy-diddy dum dum
Time:	6:57 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	Orgy.

"We'll be selling Linkin Park kittens next
month, though. They have blue hair and wear
lots of jewelry."

Which Brad Delson (Linkin Park) Quote Suites You Best?
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She was right. This is an odd quiz. >.

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Monday, December 1st, 2003

Subject:	.this is my snowcovered home
Time:	9:10 pm.
Mood:	peaceful.
Music:	My December for the next month -->> Linkin Park.

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

This is my December
This is my snow-covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear...

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to.

Happy December, everyone. My favorite month of the year.

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Subject:	.with thoughts of failure sinking in
Time:	8:22 pm.
Music:	By Myself (Marilyn Manson Remix) -->> Linkin Park.

I don't know why I'm updating. Perhaps it's 'cause I'm bored and have nothing else to do.

Edit:
"Rec-Go-Round": rec me something you've written, here in my LJ. And then go forth and ask the same in yours.

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Time:	12:50 pm.
Mood:	jubilant.
Music:	Keys clacking on le keyboard.

Happy Birthday, Bradford Delson!

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Saturday, November 29th, 2003

Subject:	.i dont know whats worth fighting for
Time:	1:41 pm.
Mood:	cold.
Music:	Breaking the Habit -->> Linkin Park.

Dude, The Sims is the best game ever.

I have pretty skater boys that are in love with each other. In fact, after kissing passionately, one said to the other, "You sure are smooth, ending things and leaving me begging for more. I'll be waiting to hear from you."

And I've been taking pictures of them. But you guys would never wanna see those...

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Thursday, November 27th, 2003

Subject:	.daddys gonna kill ralphie
Time:	8:39 pm.
Mood:	full.
Music:	A Christmas Story -- the movie.

I know it's a little late, but...

Happy Turkey Day, my fellow Americans! Woot. Hope everyone got their fill of turkey -- remember, the more of it you eat today, the less amount of days you'll have to eat it for leftovers. >.<

Yeah, so I'm officially failing Algebra with a 51 -- which I never thought possible. Good news is, I've got three weeks to bring it up. I'll ask Ms. Cuntley if I can have extra credit of any kind, but I'm not so sure she'll let me. I'm telling you, the woman hates me.

Oh, and my icon owns. Just so you all know.

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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003

Subject:	.i almost break down and cry
Time:	8:33 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	Halie's Song -->> Eminem.

( Fandom Survey )
( Pictures of my scar... and myself. )

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Monday, November 24th, 2003

Subject:	.then your body will be mine
Time:	7:28 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	System // Chester Bennington.

GAH! RANDOM DON GILMORE!

*clears throat* Ahem. Conz, do you see what you've done to me? I suddenly have an urge to explore the rainforest. >.<

And while I'm talking about fic... go read

darkduchess's "The Corridor", which is posted in

gclp. It's Billy/Chaz, and so incredibly... wow. She's slashed Chester with Orlando Bloom before, so by now I'm convinced she could slash him with Michael Jackson and make it good. Damn.

I burned a CD for Josh today, and he's completely in love with it. That's a good sign, right?

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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003

Subject:	.you are a friend to me
Time:	6:15 pm.
Mood:	nostalgic.
Music:	It Was You // Ashley Ballard f. So Plush.

Licia --

I love you so much, girl.

Lyrics are from the song "It Was You" by Ashley Ballard. And if you look, you'll see I'm wearing your forget-me-not.

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Subject:	.i'm gonna break the cycle
Time:	3:58 pm.
Mood:	nostalgic.
Music:	Die Another Day // Madonna.

Yeah, this is pointless.

What attracts people to you?
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I miss everyone in Texas right now. Just thought I'd let you kids know that. Peace.

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Subject:	.your lips move but i can't hear what you're saying
Time:	1:47 pm.
Mood:	cheerful.
Music:	Comfortably Numb // Pink Floyd.

Thanks to the ever-lovely

kiba_kai for these gorgeously adorable Chester pics! *smothers you with hugs* I think these need to be made into icons. Like, now. ;)

I just watched Pink Floyd's The Wall last night. Now I've got the songs stuck in my head. Excellent movie. A bit on the macabre side, but very well done.

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Saturday, November 22nd, 2003

Subject:	.raping you all with a stick
Time:	3:41 pm.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	Fetisha // Orgy.

I'm actually doing a lot better than I have been recently. It's nice.

How is everyone else doing?

If I were a [feminine] gay man... by 38886
Your name
Your Gay Man Name	Richie
Your Gay Man Occupation	Personal Assistant
Your Stereotypical Gay Man Trait	Squealing
Your Gay Man Music of Choice	Tears for Fears
Your Gay Man Cause of Death	Accidentally stabbed eye with eyeliner

Created with quill18's MemeGen!

If I were a [feminine] gay man... by 38886
Your name
Your Gay Man Name	Sammy
Your Gay Man Occupation	Frontman of a Popular Underground Band (Think Mindless Self Indulgence)
Your Stereotypical Gay Man Trait	The Stereotypical Nasal Voice
Your Gay Man Music of Choice	Placebo
Your Gay Man Cause of Death	Accidentally stabbed eye with eyeliner

Created with quill18's MemeGen!

So, either way, my precious eyeliner is my downfall. You know, you'd think that if Billy Martin can do it...

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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003

Time:	12:57 pm.
Mood:	pissed off.
Music:	Headstrong // Trapt.

ALL THIS TALK ABOUT LIVE IN TEXAS IS DRVING ME BATTY. FUCK YOU, MOTHER.

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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003

Time:	12:51 pm.
Mood:	bitchy.
Music:	Numb // Linkin Park.

Do you guys remember when my mommy witheld my money from me -- right when Meteora came out? And she tortured me by not letting me go buy it, only 'cause she had gotten it for me for my birthday?

Guess what, kiddies? She's done it again.

Live in Texas is officially out now, and she is refusing to give me my money, just like on March 25. I have the money to buy it, but grrrrrr. She won't give it to me, the lousy bitch.

Er.

So while everyone gushes and wears their t-shirts and just klasdfjl;asdfj!, I silently sit and fume in the corner.

Kthxbye.

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Monday, November 17th, 2003

Subject:	.and never moving forward so there'd never be a past
Time:	12:51 pm.
Mood:	gloomy.
Music:	Easier to Run // Rinkin Parker dude!.

Okay, my Internet's not hooked up just yet. I'm using a school computer 'cause, gosh darnit, I'm just a super junkie. But that's okay, right?

Anywho. The new house is okay, I suppose. There's just a bunch of little things that are irritating about it, but having my own room is a sweet bonus. Hello being online after 8'oclock on MY puter, how I've missed you!

We're doing a thing on "sublimation" in Psychology, and the topic is "music". I have to pick a song that displays sublimation, write a one page paper on it, and play the song while I explain it to the class. I'm thinking my song of choice is going to be "Easier to Run." Yes... that sounds good.

Okay, I'm tired, so I'll talk to you guys later.

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